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1st time at Velocity n Square 2

2007-07-15T01:22:00.001+08:00

went to velocity and square 2 at novena today with him..

walked ard at velocity.. saw this foot reflexology shop.. den both of us wanted to try.. so we got a package.. foot reflexology and back,shoulder,neck massage.. we had to wait ard 1 hr be4 our turn so we went to eat at pepper lunch..

Yeah..happy~

at the foot relexology shop..

its our first time there.. so we got excited.. i think most of the time is me lar.. hehe..

First, its a pail of warm water..

Then, the therapist poured some lavender flavoured powder inside it..

It solidified n became jelly-like substance...

A few mins later, the therapist poured something in..

It became watery again..

What happens after this.. there's no pics to illustrate.. cos we're busy enjoying n oso tolerating the pain.. haha.. no lar.. most of the time i'm enjoying it lar.. though i'm afraid of ticklish, but i didn't realli feel dat ticklish when the therapist was doing the massaging..

hmm.. great experience.. shall try out other foot reflexology centres in future.. hee.. any cheap n gd ones to recommend?? =P

22 already~!

2007-07-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

Haha.. its been a long long time since i updated..=P Don't think u all will notice even when i've updated this..Yeah.. turned 22 for 14 days liao.. life's been ok... busy with work.. n catching up with frenz.. n spending time wif family n him.. shall post some pics now.. hee.. 1st time doing so.. =P

But before the celebration, me went to rebond hair~! hee..

Celebration with colleagues at secret recipe during our lunch break when we had our whole day training at capital tower...

Then celebration with the gals.. dinner at vila'ge..

Then at TCC..

Next day.. celebration with him..=P

Haha.. I like this pic of him..=P

yeah..=D

2006-05-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

been busy n lazy to update..

shall update soon.. i hope..

1st post for 2006

2006-01-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

was kinda lazy to blog actually.. so mia-ed for quite some time...

yeah... time passes faster n faster each yr...

seems like alot of things happened in 2005.

nothing much happened in jan.. n feb..

had my most unlucky day of my life in march 2005

took my m5 exam in may n took my HI exam in june..

he finally went for navy in June..

finally met my aj vball mates in july n they celebrated my bday.. was one of my best bday celebration.. many pple celebrated bday for mi.. =) oso finally met my sec sch vball mates after 4 yrs..

finally went for dental check in aug after soooooo many yrs..

extracted 4 wisdom tooths in sept.. 8 days mc! woohOO~!!

started working as a promoter in oct.. got to noe many new frenz..

worked at MOM as a surveyor in nov.. suddenly got into contact wif so many foreign workers, employers n employment agents.. went for the IT fair for the first time.. n was promoting mp3 players there...

was doing roadshow at tampines mall in early dec.. n worked as a tele surveyor at buona vista at the end of dec.. where i found dat it was too boring for mi to work there for 8 mths.. so i quitted.. n i'm jobless now..

But i'm still doing part time as promoter.. so i'm not fully jobless..

2006 has passed 16 days..

went for ah bing's 21st bday celebration.. though its her bday.. we were oso as busy.. being the OC aka organizing committee.. hahaz.. yeah.. had a great time.. quite tiring too.. hahaz..

laz fri was the first friday the thirteen of 2006.. din realli notice it.. until my fren was toking over it during dinner when we were having our break.. actually i tot the day was quite okie.. cos nothing much happened n i sold lots of mp3 players.. broke my record dat day.. so i was quite happy.. but bad luck occurred at the end of the day.. when i finished my work..
firstly..i couldn't remember where my fren left our bags.. i forgotten he put it in which locker.. i took the key from the other colleague whom he lent us the locker to put our stuffs in.. he gave me his locker no. n he said its 15.. but i tot its 115... so i kept on trying to open dat locker cos i couldn't find the locker no. 15. In the end, i went back to find him n he told me where the locker is located at. n so.. i went to open the locker. Was shocked to see dat the locker was empty.. both our bags were gone. quickly told the colleague n called my fren.. they both came n checked it out.. it happened so coincidentally dat the colleague was having the master key.. so it could open the locker beside locker no.15 and the lockers below them.. n my fren put it inside the locker beside no.15 cos he couldn't rem which one is the correct one.. so we went to report loss..
went into the security room.. checked out the video which the surveilance camera recorded.. n while we were inside.. there were 3 cases of shoplifting.. saw the shoplifter kena beaten by the police.. saw the shoplifters pleading for mercy.. saw the police shouting at them to keep quiet.. first time seeing all these..
anyway... we found our bags in the end.. the colleague managed to get the person who took our bags... n we had to go to the person's house to take it.. wat the.. n the reason dat the person's husband gave us was.. he tot dat his wife left our bags in the locker.. n his wife tot dat he left it in the locker.. so they took our bags home lor.. wat kind of reason is dat.. -_- as if i'll believe..
but since they din throw our bags away... i din care much as long as i got it back.. luckily i din keep my wallet n hp inside.. else they may not want to give us back.. so i think i wasn't dat unlucky afterall..

nothing much happened at the moment for this week.. got job assignment till fri.. yeah..
i think dats all for now..

2005-10-30T08:59:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. been mia for one month liao.. haha.. was really very busy these 2 weeks..
now part timing as a promoter... din quit my previous job.. oso doing part timing..

well.. 1st 2 days of promoting was at funan it mall.. nothing much happened.. did little sales...
the pple working there not realli dat frenli.. so it made 2 days of working there kind of sian.. n din realli noe much abt the mp3 players.... everything have to ask the pple working there.. think they muz be kinda irritated by mi.. hahaz..

after dat.. worked for 2 weeks at thomson plaza.. the pple there are more frenli.. well.. i should say dat i enjoyed working there.. =P
saw many artistes like jeff wang, wang bi ren and zhen ge ping... think cos thomson plaza quite near the tv station.. so got high chances of seeing artistes here.. zhen ge ping even talked to mi!
hahaha... nothing much lar.. he asked mi for a printer cartridge which we neva sell here.. hahaz..

i didn't realli meet customers who were difficult to handle.. that's a fortunate thing.. hahaz..
there are customers whom i have deep impressions.. 1) the indian mother.. who bought 2 mp3 players from mi n came back another day to buy 1 more.. cos she is giving it to her nephew in india.. 2) miss sim.. a sec sch teacher who came to buy 1 mp3 player for her student and promised mi to come back to buy 2 more by friday... but she din come back till yesterday.. neva expected to see her again.. n she oso din expect to see mi too..and she bought 2 more.. hahaz.. 3) a retired chinese pri sch teacher.. who asked for my no. so dat she will call mi if there's any job available at the kindergarten sch which she's working rite now... 4) an old lady who bought a cd player for her patient in the hospital.. 5) a lady who bought the mp3 player one month ago.. n came back to ask someone to teach her how to use it n cos i was in charge of selling mp3 players dat day.. i was told to teach her... 6) two aunties who came to buy the mp3 player.. not knowing how to use any of them.. 7) the indian guy who came wif his colleague during lunch time n bought the most expensive mp3 player which i'm promoting.. 8) a chinese family who came yesterday to look at mp3 players before i reach the shop n i sold them the expensive mp3 player which i realli din expect them to buy it.. 9) a lady from china who came wif her husband to buy a portable cd player which she needs it for some learning purposes..

the colleagues there are nice.. hee.. the manager is gd... the asst manager din realli like mi i think.. cos i was always late... he din tell mi straight on my face.. but he asked my colleague y i always come after ten..

there were lots of office politics though pple there are doing individual sales...
but it was realli a gd experience working there.. n i realli enjoyed it.. =)

meeting my sec sch vb gals tonite... my teammate's ROM next week... got lots of stuffs to tok tonite.. hahaz..

think dats all for now..

2005-09-26T09:38:00.000+08:00

well oh well.. finally back to blogging again.. haha... havn't been doing much though.. but i'm juz plain too lazy to blog.. =P

what have i been doing for this one mth.. hmm.. let mi think... had weekly gatherings wif my jie meiz... had a gathering wif my jc vball gals.. had a gathering wif my sec sch vball gals gathering at a chalet... oh.. i juz love gatherings.. hahaz... can hear lots of juicy stuffs from the gers.. hahahaz...

the post sec sch vball gathering incidences were disappointments to mi.. i shouldn't say much.. cos it happened quite a long time ago..

havn't been working since last tuesday... went for a small surgery to extract my 4 wisdom tooths last wed... well.. i think i was quite calm on dat day surprisingly.. the doctor poked 3 needles onto my hand.. cos my veins of my left hand were too crooked for them to inject.. so they decided to inject on my right hand.. now i'm still having bruises on my left hand due to injection.. surgery was quite a fast one... went in at 10.10am n came out at 11am.. i was on a general anaesthetic... slept thru the whole surgery.. i did dream of something during the operation.. but i couldn't remember wat.. haha.. fancy dreaming when i'm having a operation.. had some stitches.. pain was intolerable for the first day.. couldn't realli open up my mouth to eat... been eating porridge for the past few days.. haiz.. now still a bit painful sia..

met up wif my jie meis for shopping on last friday.. haha.. cannot tahan staying at home liao.. so decided to go shopping.... still.. found dat i still can't shop.. i'm lousy at dat.. i'm abnormal.. hahahz.. well..dats me lar.. hahaz.. for the first time since the operation.. i finally ate something new!!! hor fun!!!!!!! hahahz.. din realli had a choice wat to eat.. cos we went in to a 'hei dian' where the porridge was sold out.... n the auntie said we can onli buy the $6 tie ban dou fu instead of the $4 one cos 4 of us are sharing... n the zha you tiaos are sold out.. -_-

oh ya.. havn't realli been online last week cos my monitor was spoilt!!! kns.. used it for less than a yr den spoil liao.. muz be my brother lar.. kept playing his maplestory all day n nite long... use until the monitor cannot take it liao..

din go out on sat.. its been so long since i din go out on sat liao... my guy went to his fren's house for mahjong.. after dat went to his camp mate's house for bday party.. den bought a monitor for me! yeah.. thanz dear.. juz when the monitor is up... den the speaker was down!!!! wat the!!! lousy pc.. haiz.. he stayed for an hr plus or so.. den he went off to meet his another grp of frenz..
busy lar he.. haiz

i had a feast yesterday! went for my cousin's wedding.. they held a very simple wedding... no wedding dinner... juz a buffet after their solemnisation... my sis n i had to help out a little.. food was okie.. but the wedding wasn't dat wow~ so i shan't talk much abt it..
found dat actually i have quite alot of relatives... considering my mum was the youngest out of 12 brothers n sisters...
which means...
i'm gonna invite quite a lot of pple for my wedding.. wahahahhaha
i'm thinking too much... too far.. wahhahahz

think i shld stop now.. gonna treasure my last 3 days of MC.. rotting at home.. surfing net.. playing games.. n gonna finish up something.. =P

2005-08-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

juz felt dat i shld update today..
=P

first thing in the morning.. tot it will be a peaceful trip to work on the train juz like normal days..
somehow.. i dunno at which stop.. there's this guy who got into the train... he was listening to i think rock music or wat.. n it was freaking loud!!! i was in the middle of the cabin... n i could hear the music n wats its playing quite clearly when he's at least one metre away from me.. n mind u.. he's wearing earphone... i wonder how his ears can take it!!! he was like playing the music for the whole lot of pple who's in the cabin manz.. fancy having to listen to such music so early in the morning when i was still half awake...

alrite.. felt happy today!! hahaz..
did some shopping wif my buddies.. n as usual.. we chatted.. hahaz..
i juz love gatherings wif my frenz n buddies...
hahaz.. i'm a happy ger today! =P

2005-08-16T11:01:00.000+08:00

am in the office blogging.. =P
time seemed to pass so quickly last week.. probably its becos i'm wif him ba..
went for his POP last wed.. den went wif him n his family to 'bai(4)' his grand dad..
after dat went orchard wif him n his frenz.. now i noe guys can be quite fussy n vain when it comes to shopping... haha..
played dota for the first time on thur.. it was my first time playing lan game lar.. haha.. n i won my guy!!! hahaz.=P
went fishing for both sat n sun.. he caught 2 on sat n none on sun.. guess he dun have much luck nowadays...

finally went for a dental checkup yesterday...been YEARS since i visited the dentist..
wat prompted mi to go?? well.. i noticed 2 lumps under my tongue quite long ago... but i tot it was normal for everyone..so i din realli care.. but.. somehow.. it looked kinda abnormal on sunday.. so i went to check my family member's mouth.. n found dat they had no lumps under the tongue!!!!!!!! dat freaked mi... n i think my condition of my teeth isn't dat good... so i finally think dat its realli time for mi to go for a check up..

i was realli worried abt the two lumps below my tongue.. cos LUMPS is a very sensitive word to mi lar.. think u all shld noe y.. my mum had a lump at the neck before.. n found it to be cancerous.. so ya...

went for the check up.. dentist quite frenly.. had this feeling dat dentists are very fierce since young.. n it always hurts when they help mi clean my teeth.. but this time round... polishing n cleaning isn't dat painful..

alrite.. abt the lumps.... luckily.. its not cancerous.. but its something abnormal too..
they are teeth growing under my tongue!!!!!!!!! wat the!!!
cos my teeth for the lower set.. grew in a way which was quite narrow.. so maybe due to lack of space.. the teeth started to grow beneath my tongue... dat will cause my tongue not able to 'lie 'properly like normal person.. n dat will oso cause mi not able to pronounce words properly... n the teeth may still grow...
to solve the problem.. i have to go for surgery to extract the teeth below my tongue... n oso may have to wear braces to widen? or expand?(i dunno how to say lar) the lower set of teeth..

not only dat... i got a wisdom tooth dat have to be extracted!!!!!!!! wat the!!!!
dat will mean 2 surgeries!!!!!!!!!!! kns!! pain... n money is oso a problem.. hai..
i need to moonlight manz.... who got job lobang to intro mi?? able to work during weekdays..evening time... hopefully working hrs dun wan very long.. else i can die manz...

hope i can get all these done my next yr.. before july manz... i need a miracle... hope money can drop from the sky.. haiz...

THIS IS A WARNING: TO THOSE OUT THERE WHO HAVN'T SEEN A DENTIST FOR QUITE SOME TIME, DO IT NOW!! ELSE U'll REGRET!

2005-08-09T03:37:00.000+08:00

alrite.. its time for mi to blog..
well.. actually... life's been too mundane for mi to blog anything n i juz am lazy to go to blogger.com to log in to it n to type in my thoughts....

nothing's much going on for mi... but for my company..its realli a BIG thing.. u guys will see my company soon in the papers.. watch out! hahaz.. =P

let mi think..

if i dun rem wrongly, i met up wif my jc classmates for lunch at cafe cartel (bishan) on one sunday afternoon... mind u.. its sunday afternoon.. it will be rather a rare occasion to see mi hanging out wif frenz rather than wif my guy... but its realli a long time since i caught up wif them especially the guys like eug, dave, xiong and oso peihua... so i decided to go meet them be4 meeting my guy... ate lotsa stuffs.. the combo sets n oso the ice cream... damn full manz... as i've said earlier on.. i always enjoyed catching up wif frenz..

well.. other than that...

think nothing much happened...
started to dislike working... in the past.. dislike working becos i have to call pple up...
but now.. its something else... its good dat i do not need to call pple up now... but i JUZ HATE SCANNING DOCUMENTS WHOLE DAY! MIND YOU! ITS WHOLE DAY! juz becos its the transition period.. n both of u have nothing for mi to do... u juz let mi scan those shit! do like scanning in the past.. when there isn't dat much to scan.... but its thousands of pgs for mi to scan now! n i have been scanning them from 9am-6pm for these 1 week at least.. n i havn't even finish half of it! damn it.. whenever i'm scanning... it juz make mi wanna puke.. the sight of it.. the noisy scanning sound.. can u imagine.. 9-6! scanning, scanning n scanning.. hate doing admin..
i used to love doing admin becos i wanna shun away from the damn freaking TELEPHONE! they are juz excuses for mi not to pick up the telephone to call... call reluctance... i dunno whether u pple had experienced it be4... but those doing telemarketing... bet u guys hate it.. well.. maybe i'm juz generalising it... but dats wat i think...

guess i'm juz too bored dat i started to think of all those shitty things.. n maybe i'm PMS-ing..
i have been quite moody nowadays.. the feelings of helplessness, loneliness, low esteem, fearing of future, sense of insecurity have been stuck in my mind n heart.. i juz hate it.. i seriously need help in getting rid of those.. how i wished time could juz stop now or maybe better a few mths be4... i'm juz so reluctant to see changes.. anyway.. maybe i'm juz having one of my down periods again... i will get over it... by hook or by crook... but it will juz come back to me again.. its a vicious cycle...
i dunno.. i noe there's a problem...but i juz couldn't find out wats the problem... or maybe i dun wanna find out.. i dunno.. lost... maybe the problem is me..me.. n only me..

well.. i think i shld slp now.. 4 plus am now.. been a long time since i'm up this late.. met up wif frenz at serangoon garden juz now... n today was the first time i ate at chomp chomp.. haha..surprised??
am glad dat my good fren has found the xin fu one.. ger... u juz need some time.. as i've always said..
its quite a okie day for mi today.. compared to the past weekdays... well.. maybe its becos i dun need to work next day.. so i feel better? hahaz..

actually.. i dun even noe wat i'm toking in this entry... dun bother abt mi.. ignore mi pls...

~Bday~

2005-07-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. i'm finally 20.. hahaz..
this yr's bday was one of the best bday celebration i had.. had my celebration on 30th june..firstly by my sis n colleagues.. din expect them to celebrate for mi cos they were realli realli very busy.. had my first bday cake..which was green tea moouse cake.. cos i saw it while i was buying for my colleague's cake the other time.. told them dat i wanted to try it.. n they realli bought it.. but it wasn't realli dat nice lar.. cos maybe the cream melted.. n in between it.. there was a layer of cream with red beans.. it tasted a bit weird for mi lar.. cos neva expect to have red beans inside a cake..
after dat.. had my celebration wif my buddies.. yeah.. been celebrating my bday wif them for 7 yrs le..
went billy bombers for dinner.. jessie left early.. was supposed to celebrate her bday too.. cos it is one day after mi.. but she had to leave early for her camp.. went shopping after dat.. den after dat went to ice^3 at serangoon gardens for coffee.. its juz nice to hang ard there wif ur buddies.. =)
went shopping on my actual bday.. it was great.. though tiring.. hahaz.. felt like a shopping queen for the first time.. bought lotsa stuffs.. but i din pay.. cos they were meant to be my presents.. quite cool~ hee.. n finally after dat.. met up with my vball mates for dinner at piazza.. did some catching up n oso played the "who. what, huh" game which we played in beijing n oso during sch days previously, did some gossiping as usual and also played some pranks.. was fun..hee.. missed those days when we were in aj n beijing!! the hullabaloos at the restaurant..the snow fite.. the great wall of china..

yeah.. thanx for the sms dat i've received from ling,heather,jess, lun, huiwen, kampong(ur oversea sms), dx and many many others... love u all lots.. hee.. take care everyone.. n hope can meet up wif u all soon~!! =)

2005-06-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

yeah.. passed my HI exam..thank goodness.. tot i would gonna spend money retaking exam manz.. mind was totally blank when i was gonna start the paper.. damn scared i'll fail..

finally met my aj classmates.. 4 of them.. one din turn up.. its been more than a yr since i've seen them.. hahaz.. kinda lousy eh.. did lots of catching up.. talking abt uni stuffs... bfs.. life..
gossips.. lotsa stuffs.. feel good meeting up wif old frenz manz..

ya.. actually.. deep in my heart.. was still harping on the fact dat i did not do well during my A's...
was still harping the fact dat we did not do well in the vball comp when we were in j2.. there's always some regrets in life.. this feeling will juz live inside u no matter wat.. sometimes.. i realli hate it.. blamed myself.. but there's nothing i could do.. get on wif life..

its realli amazing to see someone change to a different kind of person when he/ she goes into a certain stage of life.. realli amazing.. in terms of appearance, in terms of character.. u will realli wonder how they changed in dat period.. n wat made them change.. izzit becos of peer pressure? environment??

if u ask me did i change?? i dun think i've changed much.. i'm juz the stubborn old me.. i'm still waiting to change.. sometimes... i juz hate myself for being me.. i feel lousy at times.. feel so dependent.. i've got this very low.. extremely low self esteem.. i hate myself for fearing of doing things.. fearing dat i will fail in accomplishing things.. fearing of rejections.. feeling so mentally weak.. i need help in this.. guessed i shld go for some motivational camps to help boost my morale..

but for now.. think i shld get a gd slp.. din slp well these few days cos of the exam.. nite

~moody me~

2005-06-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

hai.. been missing him.. he gone for 7 days onli.. but its like so long to me..
getting moody again.. of work.. of life.. dunnno.. hai.. used to be one confident person.. in pri sch..
but now.. getting more n more timid.. getting more n more introvert.. i noe i can't be dat way..
but i juz realli can't bring myself to open up.. sometimes its tiring to rapport build.. i juz find it difficult to open up topics.. i juz find it tiring.. help me!!!
anyway.. taking my HI exam on 17th june.. still havn't prepared much.. jia lat liao.. n this time got lots more to study.. haI~
anyway... bday coming soon.. hahaz...
got a bday wishlist liao.. hahahz.. =P
1) aimed a pair of nike shoes at suntec.. but i havn't tried on it.. din even see whether it suits mi anot.. =P
2) a sling bag
3) jacket..
4) more clothes..

as for to do list...
1) i need to jog!!! been trying to force myself to.. but still procrastinating..
2) get a hair cut n dye..
3) format n increase my ram for laptop...

meeting up wif my jc classmates finally... gers outing.. cooL~!! looking forward to it.. hee
cum on buddies n shuz n jing.. when's our next gathering??

think better go study a bit.. dun wanna waste money to retake manz.. cya all.. nite

2005-05-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

alrite..i passed my m5! hahaz..
finally.. but was so afraid i couldn't pass cos i've got alot of qns din noe how to do...
yeah.. luckily din waste my oney n effort... hee.. dats all for today.. nitez

2005-05-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

m5 exam today!! think i've prepared.. but ain't so confident.. well... juz hope dat i can get at least 75 out of 100 mcq qns correct den can liao ba..

went fishing at yishun pond n marina south during the weekends..
finally got to catch 3 big fish at yishun.. not dat big actually lar.. think 1kg plus each?? but its the first time i got to catch these big fish.. cos normally onli get to see him catch.. cos i dunno how to~ its shiok.. muscle aching... hahaz.. but quite an experience for mi lar.. hahaz..

think mi go back mug liao.. wish mi luck all!!! =P

2005-04-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

still less than halfway of studying my textbook for the first time..
still got so much to study.. dunno whether able to finish it anot...
been very tired recently.. think its gonna be the time of the month again..
moody oso.. sianz oso... making mi so temperamental.. make mi think so much...
sianz..
got offered by the SPF for the job which i went for the interview the other day..
turned them down..
pay was ok considered i'm juz an A level grad..
but i noe pay will be better here.. not for now.. but soon.. looking forward to turning 21 next yr...
though i havn't even turn 20 this yr.. hahaz!
at least i now got planz for the future.. unlike the past yr.. where i've been searching for paths which i'm gonna take...
gonna work hard n learn as much as possible now.. so i'll have a greater headstart as compared to the others..
mentioned dat i wanna take m5, m9, HI the other time.. now got some more to take..
m6, m8 and 3 GI... think gonna take one per mth..
hahaz.. seems like a neva ending exam to mi sia... hahahhaz
gd luck for mi manz... looking forward to 2 birthday celebrations this week..
ling's bday and my dad's bday~ hee..

2005-04-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

life's been okie for mi at the moment..
thank god~
hahaz..
anyway..
i finally signed up for one paper...
m5..
taking it on 17th may.. so i better start mugging...
din mug much these few days..
hahaz..
exams ending soon for u all rite?? gd luck n all the best wor.. jia you jia you jia you!!!
i missed the fun i had wif frenz.. com' on frenz.. waiting to catch up wif u all lehz..
rot and slack at anywhere we can.. juz sit down.. n chat.. n we( bing, ling, jess) can chat for hours.. though most of the time i'm not doing the talking.. i juz simply loved u all telling wat happened to u for the past few days/ mths.. hee.. i missed vball sessions wif shuz, heather, jing.. n the rest of the team.. like sherlene, joyce n zhu zhu.. todae i saw someone like zhu zhu.. i was so happy dat i could finally see her.. but when i walked closer.. its not her.. sighz.. somemore still at yew tee.. cos she lives in yew tee.. haiz... missed the mahjong sessions... com on.. my hands itchy liao.. mahjong khakis~ where are u~!!! hahaz.. i missed sch.. ajc.. xinmin 4 e3 classroom.. filled wif many many many memories.. sighz.. where are u guyz.. miss u all...

2005-04-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

haha..
didn't fulfill wat i wanna do for this week..
yeah.. went for interview.. interviewed by 4 pple.. was quite alrtite.. din expect mi to be so calm when i was talking to them.. hahaz.. be4 dat..realli got butterflies in my stomach.. was feeling so lost manz..dunno whether to go..dunno wat to sae... hahaz..
decided not to take up this job even if i'm offered... am glad dat he supported mi for this decision.. =P
did treatment for my hair.. but i think now..like got no difference lidat leh... hahaz~!
din go for run..din sign up for exams..din book advanced theory test..
hmm.. life's been okie for mi at the moment.. not much things to update..
guess u wun be seeing mi so soon here again ba.. hahaz.. =P

2005-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly like got so many things for mi to do..
1) interview on next wed..
2) a hair- cut so dat i can go for the interview.. think my hair is now very atrocious..
3) urge to book an advanced theory date..
4) to take the M5, HI and m9 papers
5) to at least go for a jog.. been a very very long time since i've exercised...
6) hope lots of money can drop from the sky... i need money!! lots!!!

anyway.. life's okie for mi.. been one yr together wif him liao.. hee..=P .. time flies.. think my mood is gettting better.. at least better than the previous weeks.. guess pms oso lar..
hahaz
my pals out there muz be very stressed up now.. cos of the exams.. gd luck to ya all.. something for u guys.. which i read from Napolean Hill : Think and Grow Rich.. good book...

" If you think you are beaten, you are,
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win, but you think you can't.
It is almost certain you won't.

" If you think you'll lose, you're lost,
For out in the world we find,
Success begins with a fellow's will -----
It's all in the state of mind.

" If you think you are outclassed, you are,
You've got to think high to rise,
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.

" Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man,
But soon or late the man who wins
Is the man WHO THINKS HE CAN!"

good luck to u all.. u all can do it de lar.. no worries.. jia you for the exams~!!! =)

2005-03-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

now i noe dat when someone's unlucky.. he will be very unlucky.. wateva shit can happen..
but i noe.. it may be a blessing in disguise.. trying to be optimistic ya..
dunno wat crap i'm toking..
nitez

2005-03-17T08:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a day which i will neva forget.. fucked up...

MoNtH oF FeB(Lots oF FiRsT TiMeS)

2005-03-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

haha.. guess i shld do some update..
guessed everyone muz have missed my updates..
hahahahz..=P

actually wrote quite a long entry.. but hink i'm too long winded.. shall try to summarise it.

interesting month of Feb~

visited my nanny on chinese new yr eve...its been ard 10 yrs or more since i last visted her on a new yr.. hahaha.. started to rem the childhood memories when i walked along the corridors to her house... the days she would make the chinese new yr kueh kuehs outside her house... and we kids will run ard or stay beside her..watching her make the cookies.. hahaz
on the eve of chinese new yr eve.. which was ard 11plus at night.. my sis, her bf and i went last min shopping at night.. went to the giants at turf city to buy the stuff.. dats my first time going to turf city.. and dats my first time shopping at night.. went home at ard 3 plus..
On the eve of CNY, it was the first time my sis bought her bf home for dinner... and it was our first time we had one more person for reunion dinner..den he stayed wif us till 1 plus.. den we decided to go chinatown to shop for mahjong sets.. got the crave for playing mj..hahaz.. it was my first time going to chinatown on new year's eve and it was realli quite an experience.. hahaz..
couldn't get mj sets.. so went home quite disappointed.. which was at ard 5am in the morning..
later.. went to visit my grandma which we havn't seen for many yrs.. couldn't get to see her still cos my parents have forgotten her add as she moved house.. so my sis and i decided to go carrefour again.. to try to look for mj set n table.. finally found it and bought it home.. mum neva really approved of us playing mj.. so it was my first time playing mj at home and my sis, her bf and i lost to my brother who played it for the first time.. he really got the beginner's luck manz..
okie..
First time he came to our house for a meal.. first time we got so many people for lunch on chu er.. my relatives met him for the first time..
my first vday celebration.. though we din celebrate much.. celebrated his birthday for the first time..
went for a sales symposium for the first time.. first time saw my big boss hold a seminar... he's way too cooL!!! too Zai~!! too POwER!!!
tendered my resignation for the first time.. was told to hold back my resignation at the moment.. got a bit of pay rise.. =P
went to riverwalk for the first time.. wif bing n ling..
managed to have some gatherings wif my frenz...
neva got to play vball on the beach..
many things happened.. lots of gan chu.. dunno how to sae..
juz wanna thank my family, my frenz, and him for brighting up my life.. =>

2005-01-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. somehow.. i missed sch.. vball.. frenz..

LaSt DaY oF 2004

2004-12-31T10:07:00.000+08:00

Time really really flies.... been working for 1 yr already.. things have changed so much...
been really very down in the beginning of the year.. got my lousy results.. couldn't get into uni..
its been really tough to see my frenz going into uni to study while i'm out there working.. really envied them.. being able to live in hostels, making new frenz, enjoying sch life with nothing to worry abt.. been struggling for many many months in deciding whether to study wat course and whether to study at SIM, Stansfield or Poly or NIE and whether to study part time or full time.. i've been asking these questions many many times, and i've changed my ans many many times and havn't made my final decision yet.. in the end.. i've chose not to study at the moment.. So when am i going to study?? many people asked mi dat.. well.. i hope it will be in a few yrs time.. when i've settled my career.. when i have enough income to pay for my expenses, my sch fees..
i will get a degree no matter wat.. for myself and for my parents.. its juz a matter of time.. this is a promise to myself.. i wun wan to break it..
1 yr of working experience.. though it isn't dat much.. but i've learnt a lot of new things... started to work at my sis' workplace right after i finished my A levels.. hit many bumps here and there..
cried.. gave up.. worked at Motorola for 5 mths.. saw many office politics.. saw how selfish and cunning people are..when they wanted to have things in favour of themselves.. went back to my sis' workplace again.. trying to learn more new stuffs.. trying to show her dat i'm someone who dun easily give up... worked together wif my colleague.. cried together.. fought together.. nearly wanted to give up many times.. encouraged each other..depended alot on her.. Now dat she has left the company, i have to depend on myself.. lots of new things which i'm gonna do next yr.. looking forward to next yr's challenge.. n i hope i will become a better mi next yr..
and there are some good things which happened this yr.. my mum's health getting better.. i met him..=P.. my dad has got more time wif us... i think i got closer to my sis compared to previous years.. and now that both my sis n i are working.. my parents' burdens are lesser..

i am really really looking forward to next yr.. haha.. dunno y..
got some to-do list which i hope i can achieve next yr...
- to earn a lot of money.. haha
- hopefully can get a driving license
- to pass some papers at the end of next yr
- to go overseas..
- to buy more clothes.. =P
- hopefully can chip in with my sis to do some renovations at home..

happy new yr to all~!! and may everyone enjoy ur new yr~!!!! =)

2004-12-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

its been quite sometime since i blog again....
been feeling quite down one period.. fell sick...
kind of lost..
but i know i have to grow stronger.. am trying my best now..
my colleague has left.. though i onli know her for a few mths.. but its like she understands mi very well.. we cried together.. been thru the tough times together.. went drinking together.. encouraged each other.. she realli had been a very great help to mi.. now dat she has left.. i have to take other alot of things dat she had been doing.. i have been depending on her alot.. guess its time for mi to be independent liao.. its realli very difficult.. i'm scared... realli scared.. i realli have no confidence in coping it... hai~ realli scared dat i will screw up everything...
anyway..
i saw andy lau n rene liu!!!! hahaha
went for the yes 933 movie charathon laz week.... din noe abt it until on dat day.. my colleague told mi dat they're coming to shaw towers.. and its very near our office... so we decided to watch it.. cost 25 bucks.. for 2 movies and one goodie bag... the 2 movies were great!!!! first one was "my brother" yuan bin was inside.. the show was very nice.. i cried... my colleague also... heard the tcs stars like chen xiuli cried too.. haha.. den the other show was "world without theives".. oso a very nice show.. u guys should watch it.. haha.. watched 4 movies this week.. =P
shiok.. hahahaz
sian.. working tml... feel like taking a long break.... dun wanna work.. getting more n more tired..
hai~ missed my frenz.. missed vball.. missed sch life... hai~

2004-11-26T09:49:00.000+08:00

laz week went for ktv session wif colleagues.. been a long time since i went ktv manz... quite enjoyable lar..
oso went to see shutters... oso quite a long time since i watched scary movies manz..
haha.. it was nice. scary... got story plot.. u guys shld watch it manz.. hehe~
yeah..

been very busy this week.. celebrated colleague's birthday on mon..worked from 9 to 11 plus at night on tue.. very tiring ah~
den next day went to my bro's sch to take his PSLE results.. din expect him to get so gd results lor... always see him play play plya.. neva study lidat.. still can get such gd results... -_-'''
okie.. den we celebrated for him.. bought some clothes for him...
den yest went to sign up for cable~ yeah yeah~
finally manz.. gettting sick of my 56k liao..... will get a new comp when i sign up for it.. hahaz..
though the pc kinda lousy... but its better than mine lar.. so mai hiam bei pai lar.. =P
tiring week.. having my down period in my work again..... sianz.... i gotta restart my engine...
but kinda find it difficult.. cos its broken down liao.. anyone knows how to repair it?
hai~

2004-11-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

hey peepz.. how's deepavali?? mine was kinda okie lor.. on the eve... went for the career seminar in my company.. noe much more abt wat our company is doing.. dats kinda good manz.. oh ya.. our company has expanded... now there's two office liao.. n i've moved to the other office le.. last week was quite hectic... cos got a new project to do.. den oso have to pack our things to move to Gateway..(previously at Parkview Square) okie.. den as we were at Bras Basah to get some stuffs for our project... we had to collect the carton boxes to keep our stuffs lor... den we went from shops to shops.. carrying alot of boxes..machiam like karung guni.. hahaz.. but our new office is kinda good... can get to see good scenery.. haha...
okie...
after the career seminar..my colleagues n i went drinking again..
but dat day was kinda sian.. cos reached there almost 11.. den was kena nagged by my mum from 11.30 onwards.. din realli enjoy it lor...

as for yesterday.. did nothing much lar.. had dinner at his house... cos his mother invited mi to join them to celebrate's his grandmother's birthday.. kinda awkward for mi... cos so many of his relatives came.. den..aiya... the feeling was juz awkward....

oh ya... i passed my basic theory test~! haha... bing.. when's urs?? i can borrow u my book liao.. hahaz..

hmm.. can see many of my frenz realli very stressed abt their exams manz... take good care okie?? u all can do it de.. very soon... the exams will end n u all can go out enjoy liao lor~ havn't meet up wif u all for very long liao leh... miss u all lehz.. hai~

gonna go prepare for work liao.. starting work at 2.. ending at 10..
hai~ kinda sian manz.... such long hrs.. somemore end so late...
tml still need go work.. at 10.. hai~ boh bian lar.. dats life..

take care aLL~

2004-11-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

okie... back to blogging again..
yeah... finally went to see my baby sitter which i havn't seen her for yrs...
she has grown old.. her husband too..
n her kids oso.. two got married liao...
can see dat she's happily enjoying her old age.. went to japan last week.. wow.. dats so nice.. saw many of her photos n my photos too!
haha.. been realli great dat i can see her again.. was so scared dat i could neva see her again.. scared she move house or wat mahz...
okie.. my working hrs changed again.. tot i can spend more time resting or wat after i stopped teaching the k1 kid..
in the end.. told them i neva teach liao... they rearranged the working schedule again.. now.. i have to work on mon, wed, fri nights... den have to go back on weekends.. sian...
they have been setting quotas which i have to meet.. been realli quite depressed last week.. i dunno lar.. somehow felt so stresed up.. wif everything... easily got pek chek wif small matters..
i guess i have to take things easy.. which is something difficult and which i'm still learning how to do it.. n i'm trying to gain some confidence and self esteem which i'm highly lacking of....
realli need some motivation.. hai~ dunno lar.. felt so helpless at times.. but i guess i'll get over it..its juz a matter of time.. i hope...

2004-10-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. yeah.. i think i better update.. been over a month since i lazt updated it.. cos its like i'm too busy wif work.. den even when i have the time.. i would rather spend it on other things like slp.. go out.. haha.. guess i'll do a monthly update next time..hahaha.. no lar.. juz joking..
hmm.. this month ah.. did a few catching up wif my frenz.. like bing..ling..huiwen and yx.. n oso wif jing too.. realli felt great to do some catching up wif them... realli havn't see my frenz for quite long liao... hai... either mi busy wif work.. or they busy wif other things... muz realli find some time to meet them up liao manz.. else they call mi boh sim ah.. haha..
okie.. had my first test of the yr on tue..haha.. havn't had any tests since the last paper of my A's manz... guess wat test mi took?? well.. its the basic theory test!! hahahaha..
the test was okie..got some tricky qns.. realli muz read carefully before answerin lor.. results will be out in 2 weeks time!! woohoo~
haha..okie..
got some changes for my working hrs.. shortened quite a lot...
mon no work.. so now asking who's free on mons~hahaha
tue- thur work from 9-4... fri 1- 10.. sat 9-4 again... its kind of good... cos i have more time liao..

went for a drink yesterdae nite at Revzone wif my colleagues.. those living at serangoon or near it may noe where it is lor...
it was kinda shiok...atmosphere was nice... drank half a glass of erdinger..okie lar.. dat beer taste not dat bad.. haha..kk.. ling, bing, jess~ next time bring u all there k?? then we can play bridge there.. haha..
okie..i gave up one my k1 tuition kid todae..mi got realli upset when i told her mi not gonna teach her le.. i dunno lar.. juz tot dat i shld quit it.. den i can allocate more time to things dat i have to do or wanna do...
this is one change dat i made.. another one is dat.. i most likely dun intend to study liao.. even if i wan to.. i dun think it will be dat fast.. i noe u all may say dat i'm stupid.. to give up my studies juz lidat.. but i realli have been struggling all these while... ever since i got my A level results.. i'm realli struggling over wat to study.. my close frenz will noe dat i've been telling them dat i wanna study this... den after a while i told them dat i wanna study that... Its like i realli got no aim.. no goal in studying.. i realli dun see any pt in juz getting a degree will earn u lots of money... Its not dat i dun agree dat by getting a degree.. u will earn more money.. but.. i realli dun wanna waste my time into studying something.. den later den found out dat dats not something dat i like.. den after dat when i come out to work.. i'm working something dat is not related to the things dat i've studied.. ya.. i noe.. by juz getting a degree.. u will earn more den juz an a-level grad or wat.. but very few degree holders can earn realli dat lots of money lor..
aiya.. dunno wat shit i'm talking lar... its juz dat i dun wanna study at the moment.. i may wan to study when the right time comes..
juz hope everyone will take care.. n keep in touch hor peepz..
i miss everyone.. esp him..
*nitez all*

2004-09-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

guess i shld be updating sumting.. haha.. but i realli dunno wat to update u all abt.. hmmmm
okie.. actually.. shld be having 5 tuition kids one.. but...
one k2 kid's parent rejected mi.. after teaching the kid for the first day.... the mother was so fake!! kept saying dat she will recommend mi more students all dat.. den told mi to buy her kid books to read and learn all dat... den in juz a few hrs' time.. i received a call from the agent dat the mother thinks i'm too green.. dun wan mi liao.. wat the... den becos another kid which i'm gonna teach is this parent's good fren's kid... this parent oso dun wan mi liao.. sianz.. bleah~
but.. actually... i'm quite happy wif the 3 kids dat i'm teaching now.... though the k1 kid is still quite a headache for mi.. but she's improving.. n i'm very glad dat she did... cos i spent a lot of time n effort on her manz....

hai~ think i'm realli very fickle-minded... dat time say wanna study in private uni one.. den later say i wanna study physiotherapy in poly.... now.. i say i wanna be a teacher liao.. so wanna try out in NIE... but i think hor.. if it wasn't becos i can't get into physio in poly becos i dun have a science subj in a levels... i would have been studying there liao.. hai~
realli regreted for not studying physics in jc... dropped this subj n studied chinese..this thupid chinese which caused my a levels grade to be so screwed up.. sian ah!!! hai.. but its already over..
cannot do anything abt it....

being a PE teacher is not a simple thing lor.. haha.. read thru the requirements.. have to go thru a PPT(physical proficiency test).. not IPPT lar.. haha..
have to take 5 tests... 1st one.. to test agility.... have to run sumting like shuttle run lar.. but got sum obstacles during the run lor... have to run below 19 secs...
2nd one.. have to play badminton... have to demonstrate the footsteps all dat...
3rd one leh... is have to play sumting like netball or basketball lidat.. 2 to 2... den have to defend or attack..
4th one leh.. gymnastics... have to do forward roll.. backward roll.... do arabesque which is to do some balancing.. den oso have to do either cartwheel or handstand or headstand..wat the~!
5th one is to do a 25m swim.. of anystyle i want at my own pace..

wah piangz~! n i have to get 9 pts or above lor to pass the test..
even if i pass the test.. i may not be able to get in lor..
wat the~!

guess mi gonna start training liao manz.. else how am i gonna pass the test..
its a long time since i exercised..
hahhaa
its a long time since i did cartwheel... the last one think is in primary sch... kinda scared to do it now... scared i break my leg or hand ah..... jia lat... haha...
who can help mi train on badminton n basketball/netball manz?? need help need help.. hahahz..

2004-08-20T10:56:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy.. been very busy these days...
guessed i can be a workaholic..
can work from 9 to 10 plus at night.. kinda shiong sia..
no OT pay.. sianz..
ya...

i started teaching tuition liaoz!!! haha.. yesterday was the first day...
went to the kid's house late... was quite gan chiong oredi...
den couldn't find my way there... cos the tuition agent gave mi wrong add! den called the kid.. but no one ans.. called her mum.. she oso din ans... tot they playing trick on mi sia...
luckily met the kid's brother n her maid downstairs.. heng ah~
else i realli dunno wat to do manz.. hahhaa
well... the kid is onli 5 yrs olD??? haha..k1 onli...
wah..kids these days ah..kinda pity them leh.. 5 yrs old onli.. need tuition liao.... ke lianz.. den hor... they have to learn to spell school, pencil, see- saw, chair, table, bags all dat leh... wah..
i dun rem mi learning these words in k1 leh.. think i rem learning these in pri sch i tink... wah.. very pity them manz..
the kid ah.. quite talkative n playful manz... wah... realli dunno how to handle... a big challenge to mi manz!!! hahahaha...
life's been okie for mi.. wanna get a new pc manz.. n a new hp..
hai~ i still have to wait until when den can get these 2 things...
sianz....
gonna prepare for work liao.... sianz..working till 10.. argh~!!!
nvm.. its friday finally.. heng mi no need to work tml... i hope..
k lar... dats all for today..
take care all~
=)

2004-08-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

k.. its been a long time again..
finished reading blogs yesterday.. to update myself abt u pple..
how's life pple?? doing gd?? busy wif studies??
take care okie???

been kind of busy.. very busy wif work..
changed job.. not working at motorola liao... went back to my sis place to work.. getting tougher now..
working for two bosses..
actually got one more helper..
but.. i'm now alone again.. have to handle two bosses..
kinda stressed up.. life's kinda down.. not been feeling gd these days.. felt dat i suddenly lost contact wif the world.. dunno how's my frenz are doing.. dunno how's everyone been doing... time had been spent at work and at home.. work n slp... slp n work.. getting meaningless.. have been doing admin stuffs n calling up pple ... imagine mi having to call so many pple up.. speaking to so many different pple each day.. its kinda tough for mi.. can't realli 'attitude' to them... yet they can attitude mi by hanging up the fone when i say 'hello'.. y can't they juz spend 5 min of their time for mi to talk to them.. n cum down for appts.. izzit realli dat difficult?? i can spend the whole afternoon to make calls.. n onli get abt the most 9 pple to fix an appt wif them.. wifout me making apts.. my bosses wun have pple to meet.. when they dun have pple to meet.. they can't sell... they can't sell.. i dun have money.. argh!!!!! so stressed up.. juz hope dat i wun pull down their production.. i hate calling.. dats y i quit my job at my sis place previously...dun wan drag her down.. but y am i back here again?? to suffer again?? i realli dunno whether i have made the right choice again by going back to my sis place.. i believe its gonna be tough... n i'm gonna be strong.. i juz can't.. i wanna prove to pple i can do it.. but can i realli do it?? i'm juz contradicting myself.. forget abt mi.. juz crapping.. its juz so dificult for mi to prove pple wrong.. to prove pple dat i'm capable.. i've low self esteem.. getting to lose it soon..
sumtimes i juz felt dat i'm going crazy.. on the verge of breaking down...felt realli lost sumtimes.. helpless.. dunno y.. juz felt so..
hai~ forget abt it.. mi gonna face obstacles again tml.. hope i can handle them.. sumtimes realli feel like going back sch again.. juz like u pple.. kinda regretted for not being able to do well for my A's... but its juz too late....

well... made sum changes to my hair.. coloured it again.. shortened it.. neatened ( is there such word? haha) it
there will be more changes to my life.. well.. may be studying full time next yr.. n living in a new environment.. who noes? may be a new job?? haha..
dats all for now.. gonna watch tv.. take care all.. nitez

2004-07-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

hmm... havn't been blogging.. been busy wif work n oso kind of lazy..
actually written one entry laz week... but den kena dc.. n i din save it.. so kinda wasted my effort... hai~

k.. wat have i been busy wif.. hmm.. let mi start wif laz laz week..
well.. it was kind of an "error" week.. went to work late.. waited for the thupid bus 854 like mad... first bus din wanna stop.. too packed.. 2nd bus came.. but it was an off service bus.. 3rd bus.. too packed... 4th bus off service.. got on the 5th bus.. but had a weird smell in it.. onli found out dat it came from a puddle of vomit found near the door.. -__-'''
k.. went for chalet after dat.... oso had to go back to work on the 2nd day of my chalet.. very shag manz.. hai~
chalet was kind of disappointing.. well.. its becos of mi ba.. juz wanna say sorry to my buddies..

on the 30th.. celebrated my bday wif him.. touched by wat he did.. =P
shan't elaborate much.. haha..

den next day.. on my actual bday... kind of suay... had to work and even work OT...
but dinner was good... den after dat was kind of "error"

but on the whole.. my bday celebration was good... thanx alot to him.. n my buddies ya..

oh ya.. n thanz for the bday song sang by my motorola colleagues manz.. =D

as for the past week.. still the same.. been busy working... going out... rotting at home...
oh ya.. i've decided not to study this yr.. shall take up a degree course.. next yr..
yet decided on wat course i'm going to take...

shall save up n work hard now manz.. hey.. if u pple got any job lobangs.. tell mi k?? urgently looking for jobs.. hee~

2004-06-16T08:25:00.000+08:00

-colour fortune telling-

The colour you like best - Blue
People who like the colour blue are rational people. They would face danger fearlessly and would always solve conflicts very calmly. When it comes to the time when it's suitable to fight back, you'll surely use a very bright method to convince others. It looks as if your relationship with the others is quite good but actually you're not too good at participating in social functions with others. Therefore you would only form a little group with the friends that get along well with you. You would often insist on your esteemed belief and so people would respect you. You would persist in your own viewpoint and seldom accept other people's opinions. Therefore when you have different opinions with the other, you get annoyed although you won't show it on your face.

The colour you hate the most - Brown
People who hate the colour brown have a noninterfering attitude in a love relationship. They like to be on the initiative and like a direct and strong love relationship. You have a very good relationship with the others and this would make your lover feel very disturbed. The time you spend with your friends is more than the time you spend with your lover. Therefore, your lover would leave you one day.

-bugs flower fortune telling-
Tulip - Romantic
Personality: Tulip like to show pettishness and sometimes dress up as foolish to make others happy. You like romantic atmosphere and so like to have candlelight dinner even the other isn't handsome enough. But sometimes you will only care for your happiness and ignore the lover's feeling.
Romance: Innocent, honest and shy. All of these will make other want to protect you.
Romance index: 90%

hmm... kinda true...
take the tests ---> http://www.astprince.com/english/fortunecenter/buildinge.html

2004-06-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.. havn't been blogging.... been busy wif a bit of work.. but mostly is becos have been going out quite often ba.. =P..dun have time n energy to blog.. work's pretty bored sometimes.. but sumtimes can stress mi up until dunno like wat lidat... din slp well these few nights... muz be the freaking hot weather.... n maybe oso kinda stressed up?? hmm.. with wat?? i dunno...
went fishing on last last sat n last thur... at labrador park.. hmm..quite a good place to fish..compared to the one at lim chu kang which i went previously... more fish oso..hahaz.. getting more n more tanned liao...
oh ya.. watched 3 movies last week... harry potter..breaking news n best bet...
wahaha.. yes.. i'm a movie freak~ wahahahz... its a long long time since i watched movie wif my whole family.... kinda enjoyable...watched best bet wif them... havn't brought mum out a very long long time liao...
ya.. been rejected by both ntu n nus.. hope can get into SIM...
well..maybe wanna change job.. get a higher pay... unless MOT wanna give mi a higher pay..=P
think dats abt it lar... lazy to elaborate much...

-sick-

2004-06-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

well..dunno its becos of my sickness affecting my mood causing mi to be feeling down these few days or my mood affecting me to fall sick..
ya.. got fever... din go for work.. slept for almost the whole day..
machiam bedridden... dun realli have much energy to do anything.. all i wan to do is slp.. hahaz.. felt like a pig..
yeah.. feeling better liao.. dats y have the energy to cum online...
yeah~ exactly one more mth to my bday~!! coOL~! think i shall start doing up a wish list... weeee~!! =P

bad day?

2004-05-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

wow... time seems to pass so quickly this week.. been kinda busy wif work.. hai~
kena rejected by NUS.. see.. i dreamt abt vball..
den i lost it.. i creamt abt getting into NUS.. but was kena rejected... dreams come true?? i dun think it will.. at least not for mi ba... hai~ think the probabilty of getting into NTU is quite low... most prob gonna study SIM liao lor...
yesterday was quite a bad day in the beginning...
kena nagged by my mum in the morning.... den went to apply for SIM..
during the journey..found out dat i lost the IC photos.. no choice... had to retake again..
den took bus again... was raining heavily at bt timah... piangz.. was so afraid dat i can not make it to SIM lor.. din bring umbrella... dun wan get stuck at the bus stop..juz to wait for the rain to stop...
but i was kinda heng.. cos it was onli drizzling when i got there...
was kinda lost.. hate the feeling of going to somewhere new alone...
was feeling kinda helpless.... dunno wat to do..dunno where to go...
hai~
ya... i applied for accounting n finance... part time.. sch gonna starts in early july.. kinda fast...

feeling down these few days.. dunno y.. gonna watch shrek later.. wif my bro.. guess its the first time i'm watching wif him ba... but its gonna rain... dun wan get wet... *sighz*

2004-05-18T08:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.. spent my sat at ecp cycling.. den fishing on sun.. spent most of the time travelling on sun... from ecp to changi den to lim chu kang... journey's quite long manz..
caught one luo han.. one mudskipper.. n one swordfish.. 2 prawns n some other fish...hmm.. think shldn't elaborate much on these 2 days..hahaz..=P
piangz.. work's getting more n more sian liao... got quite alot of work to do these few days... hai~ sometimes a bit not happy wif someone at work.. aiyo.. its kinda unfair when i have so much to do...
den she kept hurrying mi to finish one task... when she onli helped out a bit.. argh~ kinda pek chek wif her yesterdae manz..den it was supposed to be handed in todae.. but she kept procrastinating.. saying dat she wanna finish sum other stuffs first..be4 handing this work up... wat the~! made mi rush like mad.. in the end.. hai~

kinda jia lat.. havn't received the any letter of acceptance/ rejection... den been having dreams of getting into uni these 2 days..
hope realli come true lor.. but i remembered.. during laz yr's vball comp.. i did dreamt abt the vball match.. hai~.. in the end......

weather's freaking hot manz... cannot stand it manz...arghz~!

yeah~ been reading pple's blogs lately... hahaz.. back to the habit liao... did stop blogging n reading blogs for a period of time.. hmmz.. dunno y oso leh... hahaz... den now got more n more frenz setted up blogs n write in zorpias liao.. hmm..interesting.. can get to noe more of wat they do..how they feel..
actually..kinda looked forward to stef's, lun's, jing's, shuz's, ling's, yan's entries every day.. hahaz.. dunno y leh.. mi kinda like reading their entries.. esp those long long onez.. its always dat interesting.. full of emotions.. thoughts.. n sometimes inspiring.. yeah.. esp lun's entry on the vball thingy.. i cried.. dunno y..hahaz...

anyway.. think mi gonna stop here for now.. hmm.. this weekend's gonna be fun~ i think? n i realli hope so~ hahahaz.. =P

2004-05-15T10:19:00.000+08:00

hmm.. woke up quite early todae n got a msg from my fren saying dat she can't go SIM wif mi.. actually was quite panicky when i received dat msg... cos i dunno how to go.. hahaa.. think will be quite lost..
so specially came online to find the phone no. n find the bus routes all dat.. hahaz.. called quite early den no one answered..went to prepare den suddenly rem dat i can apply online.. so went back check again.. n ta da~!!! suddenly saw the closing date has been changed from 15th may( dat is todae..haha..yes..i'm doing laz min work.. =P) to 30th may~! wah.. think i quite heng lor.. hahahz.. cos mi actually still considering whether to apply it anotz.. oso dun wanna waste 30 over bucks juz to register for a place.. =P

hai~ havn't even got any letters from NTU or NUS... many of my frenz have received it liao.. i juz can't wait for the letter to come lor.. but i dun wan letters of rejection of cos.. cos i know got some pple have received it.. maybe there's some hope for mi to get into local u?
cos they still considering?? dats y i havn' receive yet?? hmm..realli hope so manz...

hai~ dun wanna think abt the uni stuff liao lar.. very fan to think abt it lor..
anyway.. may be going cycling later..woohoO~ long time no go cyclig liao..hahaz.. think dats all for todae..=P update u all next time ba.. =D

2004-05-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

back from lunch... shall do sum updates for these two days...

hmm.. ya.. went to work for my sis at bugis.. after working at motorola.. reached there at abt 6... my sis, her bf n her new PA( personal assistant) wanted to go for dinner.. so i slacked there till abt 7 plus den they came back.. had to pass over all my work scope to the new PA.. the new PA is a guy.. think 24 or 25 yrs old.. graduated from NUS..business ad... hmm...not dat tall.. average looking..but think drives a car.. (hmm..dun think suits SOMEONE'S criteria lar..haha.. =P).. but is quite crappy lar... mi kinda pity him lor.. its like.. he's paid 200 per mth.. in addition to 0.5% of the commission my sis n her bf earns.... he's underpaid... n have to work for 2 people...think its kinda shiong .. mi onli work for my sis...n i feel kinda shiong liao... realli cannot imagine dat he has to handle two people's admin stuffs...
yeah.. finished telling him how to handle my sis' admin stuffs at abt 9..n dat means dat mi tuo li ku hai liao~ haha.. no need to go to my sis' workplace to work liao.. yeah~! =P

well.. after dat.. met him for dinner at v8.. treated him cos felt so guilty to let him wait from 6 to 9 at bugis alone.. although i think he kinda enjoyed it.. went shopping.. played cs n aracde..hmm..anyway... the food is good.... but its like the waiters are rushing to clear up all dat... cos they close at 10 n we went in at abt 9.15pm.. made us eat until quite gan chiong lidat.. hai~ cannot get to enjoy the food manz.. dun like this kinda service manz.. so next time if u pple are into customer service or sumting lidat.. pls dun rush ur customers manz..

hmm.. as for yesterday.. specially took half day to accompany him.. went to isetan sales wif him n his mother n sis.. at the entrance.. the personnel.. gave us each a big bag.. so dat we can put all the stuffs dat we buy.. but... mi n him came out empty handed... hahaz.. i dun realli have the mood n money to shop... den as for him... the shirt dat he wanted to buy was kinda ex.. so he put off the idea of buying the shirt... but saw many pple having bags n bags of things dat they bought..

well.. we went to watch 50 first dates after dat... hmm.. my 2nd time watching it..haha... first time was with my good frenz... but i still find it nice.. hee..the walrus n the penguin are so cute~~!! =P
den after dat leh.. went to tanjong rhu.. ambience kinda nice.. food not bad.. like the peach-like ice cream.. n the music is good~ hahaz..

on the whole.. had quite a fruitful week manz.. did lotsa stuffs..hahaz.. think mi gonna stop here.. wrote kinda long.. =P

2004-05-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

back from lunch.. its another boring day.. hai~
think my template's almost done.. except for the thupid ?/a> which is stuck below the date.. sianz... juz can't find where to get rid of it... bleah~.. help~! need sum help from the pro's.. like jing, yi, er zi~
hmm.. today's my sis bday~ gonna get a cake for her.. gonna be broke manz.. sianz...
this mth quite a happening mth... celebrated my gd fren's bday... den got a chalet to look forward to.. which is next week! yeah~! missed those times spent in the chalet..cooL~!!!

think gonna do sum update for my aj palz...
i've been working at motorola since feb 16th...juz in case u all dunno.. well...
got bad results for my A's... sumting which i din expect it to happen for one of the subj..which is chinese... arh~!! forget it.. dun wan brood over it liao...
life's going on quite fine now... waiting for the posting results.. if can't get into local u.. may be studying in SIM ba..

guess shall stop here ba.. gonna rot like mad here manz.. sianz.....

2004-05-11T09:52:00.000+08:00

hey.. i'm back~!! haha.. din realli have the mood to blog... n busy wif work oso.. but now.. i think i'm quite free to blog.. even during work lor..hahahz...
will update u all soon.. when i finished playing wif the template... =P