LaSt DaY oF 2004
Time really really flies.... been working for 1 yr already.. things have changed so much...
been really very down in the beginning of the year.. got my lousy results.. couldn't get into uni..
its been really tough to see my frenz going into uni to study while i'm out there working.. really envied them.. being able to live in hostels, making new frenz, enjoying sch life with nothing to worry abt.. been struggling for many many months in deciding whether to study wat course and whether to study at SIM, Stansfield or Poly or NIE and whether to study part time or full time.. i've been asking these questions many many times, and i've changed my ans many many times and havn't made my final decision yet.. in the end.. i've chose not to study at the moment.. So when am i going to study?? many people asked mi dat.. well.. i hope it will be in a few yrs time.. when i've settled my career.. when i have enough income to pay for my expenses, my sch fees..
i will get a degree no matter wat.. for myself and for my parents.. its juz a matter of time.. this is a promise to myself.. i wun wan to break it..
1 yr of working experience.. though it isn't dat much.. but i've learnt a lot of new things... started to work at my sis' workplace right after i finished my A levels.. hit many bumps here and there..
cried.. gave up.. worked at Motorola for 5 mths.. saw many office politics.. saw how selfish and cunning people are..when they wanted to have things in favour of themselves.. went back to my sis' workplace again.. trying to learn more new stuffs.. trying to show her dat i'm someone who dun easily give up... worked together wif my colleague.. cried together.. fought together.. nearly wanted to give up many times.. encouraged each other..depended alot on her.. Now dat she has left the company, i have to depend on myself.. lots of new things which i'm gonna do next yr.. looking forward to next yr's challenge.. n i hope i will become a better mi next yr..
and there are some good things which happened this yr.. my mum's health getting better.. i met him..=P.. my dad has got more time wif us... i think i got closer to my sis compared to previous years.. and now that both my sis n i are working.. my parents' burdens are lesser..

i am really really looking forward to next yr.. haha.. dunno y..
got some to-do list which i hope i can achieve next yr...
- to earn a lot of money.. haha
- hopefully can get a driving license
- to pass some papers at the end of next yr
- to go overseas..
- to buy more clothes.. =P
- hopefully can chip in with my sis to do some renovations at home..


happy new yr to all~!! and may everyone enjoy ur new yr~!!!! =)



- posted by RaInE @ 12/31/2004 10:07:00 AM

 
its been quite sometime since i blog again....
been feeling quite down one period.. fell sick...
kind of lost..
but i know i have to grow stronger.. am trying my best now..
my colleague has left.. though i onli know her for a few mths.. but its like she understands mi very well.. we cried together.. been thru the tough times together.. went drinking together.. encouraged each other.. she realli had been a very great help to mi.. now dat she has left.. i have to take other alot of things dat she had been doing.. i have been depending on her alot.. guess its time for mi to be independent liao.. its realli very difficult.. i'm scared... realli scared.. i realli have no confidence in coping it... hai~ realli scared dat i will screw up everything...
anyway..
i saw andy lau n rene liu!!!! hahaha
went for the yes 933 movie charathon laz week.... din noe abt it until on dat day.. my colleague told mi dat they're coming to shaw towers.. and its very near our office... so we decided to watch it.. cost 25 bucks.. for 2 movies and one goodie bag... the 2 movies were great!!!! first one was "my brother" yuan bin was inside.. the show was very nice.. i cried... my colleague also... heard the tcs stars like chen xiuli cried too.. haha.. den the other show was "world without theives".. oso a very nice show.. u guys should watch it.. haha.. watched 4 movies this week.. =P
shiok.. hahahaz
sian.. working tml... feel like taking a long break.... dun wanna work.. getting more n more tired..
hai~ missed my frenz.. missed vball.. missed sch life... hai~


- posted by RaInE @ 12/12/2004 08:36:00 PM