juz felt dat i shld update today..
=P
first thing in the morning.. tot it will be a peaceful trip to work on the train juz like normal days..
somehow.. i dunno at which stop.. there's this guy who got into the train... he was listening to i think rock music or wat.. n it was freaking loud!!! i was in the middle of the cabin... n i could hear the music n wats its playing quite clearly when he's at least one metre away from me.. n mind u.. he's wearing earphone... i wonder how his ears can take it!!! he was like playing the music for the whole lot of pple who's in the cabin manz.. fancy having to listen to such music so early in the morning when i was still half awake...
alrite.. felt happy today!! hahaz..
did some shopping wif my buddies.. n as usual.. we chatted.. hahaz..
i juz love gatherings wif my frenz n buddies...
hahaz.. i'm a happy ger today! =P
am in the office blogging.. =P
time seemed to pass so quickly last week.. probably its becos i'm wif him ba..
went for his POP last wed.. den went wif him n his family to 'bai(4)' his grand dad..
after dat went orchard wif him n his frenz.. now i noe guys can be quite fussy n vain when it comes to shopping... haha..
played dota for the first time on thur.. it was my first time playing lan game lar.. haha.. n i won my guy!!! hahaz.=P
went fishing for both sat n sun.. he caught 2 on sat n none on sun.. guess he dun have much luck nowadays...
finally went for a dental checkup yesterday...been YEARS since i visited the dentist..
wat prompted mi to go?? well.. i noticed 2 lumps under my tongue quite long ago... but i tot it was normal for everyone..so i din realli care.. but.. somehow.. it looked kinda abnormal on sunday.. so i went to check my family member's mouth.. n found dat they had no lumps under the tongue!!!!!!!! dat freaked mi... n i think my condition of my teeth isn't dat good... so i finally think dat its realli time for mi to go for a check up..
i was realli worried abt the two lumps below my tongue.. cos LUMPS is a very sensitive word to mi lar.. think u all shld noe y.. my mum had a lump at the neck before.. n found it to be cancerous.. so ya...
went for the check up.. dentist quite frenly.. had this feeling dat dentists are very fierce since young.. n it always hurts when they help mi clean my teeth.. but this time round... polishing n cleaning isn't dat painful..
alrite.. abt the lumps.... luckily.. its not cancerous.. but its something abnormal too..
they are teeth growing under my tongue!!!!!!!!! wat the!!!
cos my teeth for the lower set.. grew in a way which was quite narrow.. so maybe due to lack of space.. the teeth started to grow beneath my tongue... dat will cause my tongue not able to 'lie 'properly like normal person.. n dat will oso cause mi not able to pronounce words properly... n the teeth may still grow...
to solve the problem.. i have to go for surgery to extract the teeth below my tongue... n oso may have to wear braces to widen? or expand?(i dunno how to say lar) the lower set of teeth..
not only dat... i got a wisdom tooth dat have to be extracted!!!!!!!! wat the!!!!
dat will mean 2 surgeries!!!!!!!!!!! kns!! pain... n money is oso a problem.. hai..
i need to moonlight manz.... who got job lobang to intro mi?? able to work during weekdays..evening time... hopefully working hrs dun wan very long.. else i can die manz...
hope i can get all these done my next yr.. before july manz... i need a miracle... hope money can drop from the sky.. haiz...
THIS IS A WARNING: TO THOSE OUT THERE WHO HAVN'T SEEN A DENTIST FOR QUITE SOME TIME, DO IT NOW!! ELSE U'll REGRET!
alrite.. its time for mi to blog..
well.. actually... life's been too mundane for mi to blog anything n i juz am lazy to go to blogger.com to log in to it n to type in my thoughts....
nothing's much going on for mi... but for my company..its realli a BIG thing.. u guys will see my company soon in the papers.. watch out! hahaz.. =P
let mi think..
if i dun rem wrongly, i met up wif my jc classmates for lunch at cafe cartel (bishan) on one sunday afternoon... mind u.. its sunday afternoon.. it will be rather a rare occasion to see mi hanging out wif frenz rather than wif my guy... but its realli a long time since i caught up wif them especially the guys like eug, dave, xiong and oso peihua... so i decided to go meet them be4 meeting my guy... ate lotsa stuffs.. the combo sets n oso the ice cream... damn full manz... as i've said earlier on.. i always enjoyed catching up wif frenz..
well.. other than that...
think nothing much happened...
started to dislike working... in the past.. dislike working becos i have to call pple up...
but now.. its something else... its good dat i do not need to call pple up now... but i JUZ HATE SCANNING DOCUMENTS WHOLE DAY! MIND YOU! ITS
WHOLE DAY! juz becos its the transition period.. n both of u have nothing for mi to do... u juz let mi scan those shit! do like scanning in the past.. when there isn't dat much to scan.... but its thousands of pgs for mi to scan now! n i have been scanning them from 9am-6pm for these 1 week at least.. n i havn't even finish half of it! damn it.. whenever i'm scanning... it juz make mi wanna puke.. the sight of it.. the noisy scanning sound.. can u imagine.. 9-6! scanning, scanning n scanning.. hate doing admin..
i used to love doing admin becos i wanna shun away from the damn freaking TELEPHONE! they are juz excuses for mi not to pick up the telephone to call... call reluctance... i dunno whether u pple had experienced it be4... but those doing telemarketing... bet u guys hate it.. well.. maybe i'm juz generalising it... but dats wat i think...
guess i'm juz too bored dat i started to think of all those shitty things.. n maybe i'm PMS-ing..
i have been quite moody nowadays.. the feelings of helplessness, loneliness, low esteem, fearing of future, sense of insecurity have been stuck in my mind n heart.. i juz hate it.. i seriously need help in getting rid of those.. how i wished time could juz stop now or maybe better a few mths be4... i'm juz so reluctant to see changes.. anyway.. maybe i'm juz having one of my down periods again... i will get over it... by hook or by crook... but it will juz come back to me again.. its a vicious cycle...
i dunno.. i noe there's a problem...but i juz couldn't find out wats the problem... or maybe i dun wanna find out.. i dunno.. lost... maybe the problem is me..me.. n only me..
well.. i think i shld slp now.. 4 plus am now.. been a long time since i'm up this late.. met up wif frenz at serangoon garden juz now... n today was the first time i ate at chomp chomp.. haha..surprised??
am glad dat my good fren has found the xin fu one.. ger... u juz need some time.. as i've always said..
its quite a okie day for mi today.. compared to the past weekdays... well.. maybe its becos i dun need to work next day.. so i feel better? hahaz..
actually.. i dun even noe wat i'm toking in this entry... dun bother abt mi.. ignore mi pls...
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