k.. its been a long time again..
finished reading blogs yesterday.. to update myself abt u pple..
how's life pple?? doing gd?? busy wif studies??
take care okie???
been kind of busy.. very busy wif work..
changed job.. not working at motorola liao... went back to my sis place to work.. getting tougher now..
working for two bosses..
actually got one more helper..
but.. i'm now alone again.. have to handle two bosses..
kinda stressed up.. life's kinda down.. not been feeling gd these days.. felt dat i suddenly lost contact wif the world.. dunno how's my frenz are doing.. dunno how's everyone been doing... time had been spent at work and at home.. work n slp... slp n work.. getting meaningless.. have been doing admin stuffs n calling up pple ... imagine mi having to call so many pple up.. speaking to so many different pple each day.. its kinda tough for mi.. can't realli 'attitude' to them... yet they can attitude mi by hanging up the fone when i say 'hello'.. y can't they juz spend 5 min of their time for mi to talk to them.. n cum down for appts.. izzit realli dat difficult?? i can spend the whole afternoon to make calls.. n onli get abt the most 9 pple to fix an appt wif them.. wifout me making apts.. my bosses wun have pple to meet.. when they dun have pple to meet.. they can't sell... they can't sell.. i dun have money.. argh!!!!! so stressed up.. juz hope dat i wun pull down their production.. i hate calling.. dats y i quit my job at my sis place previously...dun wan drag her down.. but y am i back here again?? to suffer again?? i realli dunno whether i have made the right choice again by going back to my sis place.. i believe its gonna be tough... n i'm gonna be strong.. i juz can't.. i wanna prove to pple i can do it.. but can i realli do it?? i'm juz contradicting myself.. forget abt mi.. juz crapping.. its juz so dificult for mi to prove pple wrong.. to prove pple dat i'm capable.. i've low self esteem.. getting to lose it soon..
sumtimes i juz felt dat i'm going crazy.. on the verge of breaking down...felt realli lost sumtimes.. helpless.. dunno y.. juz felt so..
hai~ forget abt it.. mi gonna face obstacles again tml.. hope i can handle them.. sumtimes realli feel like going back sch again.. juz like u pple.. kinda regretted for not being able to do well for my A's... but its juz too late....
well... made sum changes to my hair.. coloured it again.. shortened it.. neatened ( is there such word? haha) it
there will be more changes to my life.. well.. may be studying full time next yr.. n living in a new environment.. who noes? may be a new job?? haha..
dats all for now.. gonna watch tv.. take care all.. nitez
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