alrite.. its time for mi to blog..
well.. actually... life's been too mundane for mi to blog anything n i juz am lazy to go to blogger.com to log in to it n to type in my thoughts....
nothing's much going on for mi... but for my company..its realli a BIG thing.. u guys will see my company soon in the papers.. watch out! hahaz.. =P
let mi think..
if i dun rem wrongly, i met up wif my jc classmates for lunch at cafe cartel (bishan) on one sunday afternoon... mind u.. its sunday afternoon.. it will be rather a rare occasion to see mi hanging out wif frenz rather than wif my guy... but its realli a long time since i caught up wif them especially the guys like eug, dave, xiong and oso peihua... so i decided to go meet them be4 meeting my guy... ate lotsa stuffs.. the combo sets n oso the ice cream... damn full manz... as i've said earlier on.. i always enjoyed catching up wif frenz..
well.. other than that...
think nothing much happened...
started to dislike working... in the past.. dislike working becos i have to call pple up...
but now.. its something else... its good dat i do not need to call pple up now... but i JUZ HATE SCANNING DOCUMENTS WHOLE DAY! MIND YOU! ITS
WHOLE DAY! juz becos its the transition period.. n both of u have nothing for mi to do... u juz let mi scan those shit! do like scanning in the past.. when there isn't dat much to scan.... but its thousands of pgs for mi to scan now! n i have been scanning them from 9am-6pm for these 1 week at least.. n i havn't even finish half of it! damn it.. whenever i'm scanning... it juz make mi wanna puke.. the sight of it.. the noisy scanning sound.. can u imagine.. 9-6! scanning, scanning n scanning.. hate doing admin..
i used to love doing admin becos i wanna shun away from the damn freaking TELEPHONE! they are juz excuses for mi not to pick up the telephone to call... call reluctance... i dunno whether u pple had experienced it be4... but those doing telemarketing... bet u guys hate it.. well.. maybe i'm juz generalising it... but dats wat i think...
guess i'm juz too bored dat i started to think of all those shitty things.. n maybe i'm PMS-ing..
i have been quite moody nowadays.. the feelings of helplessness, loneliness, low esteem, fearing of future, sense of insecurity have been stuck in my mind n heart.. i juz hate it.. i seriously need help in getting rid of those.. how i wished time could juz stop now or maybe better a few mths be4... i'm juz so reluctant to see changes.. anyway.. maybe i'm juz having one of my down periods again... i will get over it... by hook or by crook... but it will juz come back to me again.. its a vicious cycle...
i dunno.. i noe there's a problem...but i juz couldn't find out wats the problem... or maybe i dun wanna find out.. i dunno.. lost... maybe the problem is me..me.. n only me..
well.. i think i shld slp now.. 4 plus am now.. been a long time since i'm up this late.. met up wif frenz at serangoon garden juz now... n today was the first time i ate at chomp chomp.. haha..surprised??
am glad dat my good fren has found the xin fu one.. ger... u juz need some time.. as i've always said..
its quite a okie day for mi today.. compared to the past weekdays... well.. maybe its becos i dun need to work next day.. so i feel better? hahaz..
actually.. i dun even noe wat i'm toking in this entry... dun bother abt mi.. ignore mi pls...
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